Day 16 SOS Poetry Project

Let the Light Resound
By Barbara Brennan

Honor the spark of the divine
that rests within your center
that rests within every cell of your body
that rests within every cell of your being.

Allow this light to resound
throughout your entire physical body and your field.
Let it move outward into your life
to all those you love and hold dear.
Recognize this light within you.
Recognize the greater truth of who you are,
and step with us into the 21st century
into this great step of evolution
where the so-called division
between the spiritual and material worlds
will be recognized as an illusion.

For how could matter not be spiritual?
How could any part of life not be holy?

Feel the longing in your high heart
and honor it.

You are each born with a wonderful task
What is it that only you,
in your unique individuality
can give?

Let the voices that say,
“Who do you think you are?”
fall away.

Listen to the passion of your heart.

Gayle’s Reflection:

In my terror of not being able to pay the bills and considering closing my office space I read this poem and remembered it is ALL an illusion. I remember to take one day at a time, one breath, and one bill. Who gets the call today to make yet another payment arrangement? The fear, shame, and resolution to acceptance that this is where I am now, brings peace to my fight or flight neuro-circuitry.

Right now, truly I am OK. Right now I am warm and feel safe.
Right now, I am alone, flying solo and I am with all of creation too.
Right now, I will honor me as divine spark, truly loved and protect by God and Goddess.
Right now, I feel honored to be amongst billions of Gaia’s children, striving and thriving to connect, heal, feel safe, and love.
Right now, I cannot deny the place of purpose, passion, and service held within my high heart.
Right now, I choose to carry on with faith in God’s divine plan for me.
Right now, I choose and am willing to surrender into the fear of not knowing how I am going to pay all that is due.
Right now, I accept the responsibility to make one call and handle one problem today.

My vibrating holy cells are telling me it is more painful to NOT stay the course than it is to jump ship. My beautiful task as a teacher is manifesting. I am still in the dark chrysalis moving toward release. This material world has its interpretations of payment for life daily. How can I perform and create into being what is needed to meet that demand? Through surrender to the process of creation…allow the support to arrive. Make clear the intention to receive more light and may it shine outwards. I am shedding off and transforming the negative aspect of;
“Who do you think you are?”

Bringing in more resounding light and declaring with passion the answer to that question was locked inside the transmuting cell.
I now speak and claim with passion …
I am a teacher
I am an author
I am an artist
I am a woman, daughter, mother, sister, aunt, cousin.
I am a warrior priestess.
This is who I am!
This is who you think I am!

Thank you Barbara for asking the question.
See you tomorrow,
Love, Gayle.

Day 15 SOS Poetry Project

Deeper Union
By Barbara Brennan

Life experiences arising from activities
that you have chosen through the gift of free will,
according to your personal truth
the sounding board of all of your life experiences
whatever form, whatever century
whatever planet, whatever body,
joined with your spiritual longing,
fuse the essence of your core
your purpose in the moment
and the levels of the field,
serve to fill the purpose
of your soul’s incarnation

These life activities chosen by your truth
can be extremely complicated, intricate
thought processes,
extremely simple
anything in-between.

To fulfill the purpose of the soul
is to create deeper union.

Gayle’s Reflection:

This one is where I am in this moment recognizing my life choices and experiences. Some were clearly of my own free will while other choices came upon me from somewhere else. Sometimes we follow by choice the will of others. Sometimes the will of other is thrust upon us and we must comply.

Being raised by a widow who struggled to provide, we were transient in our residences. This was thrust upon me. Having various outsiders and relatives also living in our home was thrust upon me. I was not consulted nor asked my feelings in these matters. I had only to endure it. Most of it had traumatizing effects.

When my tribe of five cousins joined us I was surprised to be able to feel so connected to my people. A deeper union to knowing them began. I shared my bedroom and loved being with them every day. We came to live together and were all living in shock because a younger brother was killed in a car accident. A scene we came upon after a holiday party. This terror was thrust upon us. We grieved together and anesthetized ourselves a lot in those days. So much pain.

During those days our sadness often went unspoken. Overall, I knew my early life had led me on a path of grief. It has helped me understand introspection and query the meaning of life. This sounding board of my life experience has driven me toward my purpose for my life and soul’s evolution.

Since those high school days the cousins have dispersed and passed away too. I miss you all, love you very much and sometimes long for that time of deeper union. Bye for now… G,C, W, A, D, J, and A

Thank you Barbara I have more clarity around the levels of grief and love I have experienced.
See you tomorrow,
Love, Gayle.